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Post by EvilRocker on Aug 10, 2004 11:20:25 GMT -5
Monday 1st Sept Labour day today......whatever that means.A weird holiday, unfamiliar to a scot in exile. Went on a bike ride with Stevo,his wife and his darling little angel of a daughter who I happen to be madly and hopelessly in love with. Later on we went back to Steve's place for lunch and she cuddled up with me on the couch to watch DragonTails and I swear to god,I could have died and gone to heaven right there.There's nothing more rewarding than being accepted by a three year old child who's got the softest wee cheeks and a big gap between her front teeth.
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Post by EvilRocker on Aug 10, 2004 11:23:56 GMT -5
Tuesday 2nd Our new studio intern is so awesome.I just had to write that down.He's really smart and funny and he's cute as bubble gum,I swear he is. The thing is, he's new to town and I suspect he's a little out of sorts right now.I think he really needs a hot girlfriend to hang out with.I'm gonna have to hunt one down and feed her to him on stick cause he deserves a break.......not just for being wonderful but for staining our studio deck all afternoon long to the point of exhaustion.He'd inhaled so many fumes by the end of the day that his lovely young face was as white as a sheet. Earlier on today I received a suggestion to check out a Garbage fan site @ subhuman.net and was shocked to see how great it is.It blows my brains out to see how creative y'all are out there! I love it! Keep it up.........it makes me feel really wonderful!!!!! Currently loving new cd's by the Ravonettes ,Black Rebel Motor Cycle Club and the Kings of Leon.Also in love with my new red boots with the leopard skin cuffs.Mangos,raspberries and plums don't go down too badly either.Oh yeah........and Tim Duncan.........can't forget Tim Duncan.He never ceases to go down well with me.He's so ***dreamy***.
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Post by EvilRocker on Aug 10, 2004 11:26:03 GMT -5
Wednesday 3rd Universal came out today with the news that they were finally slashing the price of cd's in a somewhat feeble attempt to counter all the illegal downloading that's causing the music industry to collapse in on itself! Hhhhhhmmmmmnnnnn............don't know if it will make that much of a difference.I mean......people don't even necessarily go into record stores anymore so what does it matter if the prices are being slashed if there's no one there to notice.I've spoken to several kids lately under the age of 15 who access all their music through the internet and see the concept of a store as being a completely redundant one.
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Post by EvilRocker on Aug 10, 2004 11:29:58 GMT -5
Thursday 4th Put down some vocals on "More than enough" this afternoon and did some jump rope on the deck before one of the engineers with the band downstairs complained I was making too much noise!!! Ha ha ha ha......now that's just downright silly.Crank up the guitars you pussy boys. Watched the NFL opening ceremony on tv and lo and behold was our Britney not on there with her new comeback single.The real jury's out until I hear it on the radio but when the backing dancers are better coiffed than the star, then there's a big problem.I mean......I've talked about this very thing in my diary before.......why oh why oh why does Britney keep working with tacky stylists who put her in what looked suspiciously like a ten dollar pair of rayon pants?!??! And those icky little shorts? I mean.............whose idea was that? I was sincerely hoping that Britney was going to learn from the hideous example set by her nemesis Xtina and come out of the box with a smash hit and looking ready to kill in any outfit other than one that looks like I could have grabbed it off the shelf at Wal-Mart.
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Post by EvilRocker on Aug 11, 2004 20:51:02 GMT -5
Friday 5th Spent the morning weeping uncontrollably at my shrink appointment before dusting myself off,scoffing some sushi for lunch and flying into the studio on the exhilaration of a high that inevitably comes after feeling so shitty. Went on a shopping spree and bought the most fantastic fuschia-pink pillows for my "boudoir" and lots of delicious smelling candles that smell of mint,grapefruit and roses. Hhhhmmmmmnnnnn............la la la la la........... I can't WAIT to get home so I can languish in some luxurious loveliness.
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Post by EvilRocker on Aug 11, 2004 20:56:18 GMT -5
Saturday 6th Hate myself today.Feel really fucking fat and ugly and that makes me want to go smash things up. I know I'm being so stupid.I know I should be past feeling like this these days.I'm a full grown woman for godssake.I'm supposed to be "matoor" and balanced,accepting myself for who I really am, yadda yadda yadda yadda............ But if it's all so very "it's not what you look like,it's who you are inside" then why the FUCK is everyone so bloody concerned with the surface of things? Why is everyone so bloody concerned with appearances? And why is everyone having plastic surgery and why is society so accepting of it? Why is it that every female orientated magazine I ever happen to come across contains article after article on botox and collagen implants and breast augmentation and liposuction and facelifts and tummy tucks and how to keep your man's eyes on you and not on your best friend and how to look younger longer and how to flatten your abs into a six pack and how to squeeze yourself into a size 2 and how to make your friends green with envy with your uber hot, beach body and how to get a perfect, whiter smile etc. etc. It aggravates me so much! I don't fucking read anything on "How to live with yourself when you wake up in the morning and look in the mirror only to discover you're not a perfect 10." or "How to deal with the fact that you're living in a world who's values don't mirror yours" or "How to value yourself as a person in society despite the fact that you don't have white teeth and you're not a size 2 and you don't have flat abs and you'll never look like Jennifer Anniston in a million years and your boyfriend is forever checking out your best friend and you would never dare step out on the beach in a bikini for fear of abject ridicule and your tits are too small or they're too big or you've got laugh lines around your eyes or your butt is hanging down to your knees " I mean for gods sake................. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO WITH ALL THAT FUCKING STUFF?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!!
[posted 9/9/2003 U.S.A.]
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