Post by EvilRocker on Jan 18, 2004 21:17:58 GMT -5
STUDIO DIARY #24 (October 27 - November 2, 2000)
Friday 27th
Just got hold of an advance copy of the new PJ Harvey record.It's FUCKING EXTRORDINARY!!!
Buy it.Buy a trillion copies.Keep it safe.Play it to EVERYONE.Play it to the children. Educate the masses.
This is my record of the year, holding hands with Eminem and pissing on the competion.
And after the high must surely come a low..................
The Yankees won the World Series last night and although I am sorely disappointed that the poor old Mets lost out,I have to confess that the Yankees outplayed them and more than deserved the title.And oh god.....Derek Jeter is SUCH a SHVEETNICK!! How could you grudge HIM such a win.He's a DOLL.
Saturday 28th
I feel so disgusting and fat and ugly and old today.It doesn't matter how hard I work out or what I choose to eat or what clothes I put on.......I'm still just ME.I'm just stuck with what I've got whether I like it or not. It's so pathetic.I spend so much of my life wishing I was someone else and wasting so much energy every single day focusing in on the negative.I've got to shake myself out of this mess but I just don't know how to do that exactly.There should be a manual out there for people like me that teaches you the secrets of how make yourself happy. Some people are simply born with such an understanding.They come out of their mother's womb complete and wise and happy.I consider that to be a gift and one that unfortunately I was not blessed with.
Did I mention that I'm leaving Madison tomorrow morning to catch a flight to NYC.I'm shooting a photo spread for the fashion magazine DUTCH and I'm DREADING IT.I'm not a fucking model.I've absolutely no idea why I consented to the shoot in the first place.I guess it's got something to do with my vanity and/or lack of self esteem but I'm not sure.I'll have to get into that with my therapist!!!!!!!
Ha ha ha.............
Wish me luck my darklings.
x
Sunday 29th
Day off.
Monday 30th
Photo shoot in NYC
Tuesday 31st
Photo shoot in NYC
Wednesday Ist Nov
Flew back to Madison
Thursday 2nd
All the trees have lost their leaves.I hate it when that happens!!!! Oh I'm totally KNACKERED today.No energy for anything.Once again NYC had it's wicked way with me and I am totally rung out.
The shoot went pretty well though and I loved the photographer.I'm thinking he might be a good choice for Garbage in the not too distant future.
I've started thinking about the artwork for our new record and I just have this gut feeling that it will be our best looking record to date.
So THERE.
Friday 27th
Just got hold of an advance copy of the new PJ Harvey record.It's FUCKING EXTRORDINARY!!!
Buy it.Buy a trillion copies.Keep it safe.Play it to EVERYONE.Play it to the children. Educate the masses.
This is my record of the year, holding hands with Eminem and pissing on the competion.
And after the high must surely come a low..................
The Yankees won the World Series last night and although I am sorely disappointed that the poor old Mets lost out,I have to confess that the Yankees outplayed them and more than deserved the title.And oh god.....Derek Jeter is SUCH a SHVEETNICK!! How could you grudge HIM such a win.He's a DOLL.
Saturday 28th
I feel so disgusting and fat and ugly and old today.It doesn't matter how hard I work out or what I choose to eat or what clothes I put on.......I'm still just ME.I'm just stuck with what I've got whether I like it or not. It's so pathetic.I spend so much of my life wishing I was someone else and wasting so much energy every single day focusing in on the negative.I've got to shake myself out of this mess but I just don't know how to do that exactly.There should be a manual out there for people like me that teaches you the secrets of how make yourself happy. Some people are simply born with such an understanding.They come out of their mother's womb complete and wise and happy.I consider that to be a gift and one that unfortunately I was not blessed with.
Did I mention that I'm leaving Madison tomorrow morning to catch a flight to NYC.I'm shooting a photo spread for the fashion magazine DUTCH and I'm DREADING IT.I'm not a fucking model.I've absolutely no idea why I consented to the shoot in the first place.I guess it's got something to do with my vanity and/or lack of self esteem but I'm not sure.I'll have to get into that with my therapist!!!!!!!
Ha ha ha.............
Wish me luck my darklings.
x
Sunday 29th
Day off.
Monday 30th
Photo shoot in NYC
Tuesday 31st
Photo shoot in NYC
Wednesday Ist Nov
Flew back to Madison
Thursday 2nd
All the trees have lost their leaves.I hate it when that happens!!!! Oh I'm totally KNACKERED today.No energy for anything.Once again NYC had it's wicked way with me and I am totally rung out.
The shoot went pretty well though and I loved the photographer.I'm thinking he might be a good choice for Garbage in the not too distant future.
I've started thinking about the artwork for our new record and I just have this gut feeling that it will be our best looking record to date.
So THERE.